The Parenting 411 – How Did I Get Here?
How Did I Get Here?
That is a good question!
It was a circuitous journey, to say the least. When I completed my undergraduate degree in Fashion Merchandising and embarked on a career in the industry, there was one thing I never envisioned doing – becoming a stay-at-home mom. It was not part of my detailed life plan, and friends and family can tell you that I declared, specifically, it would not ever be part of my plan. I certainly hoped to get married one day and have children. I just didn’t think I would ever leave the workforce and give my undivided attention to those endeavors. It is a perfectly respectable choice, but it simply wasn’t what I saw growing up in my family and among the families of my friends. Our mothers were educated, like our fathers, and they worked outside of the home, like our fathers. Having said ALL of that, I don’t believe I would be here doing this work that fulfills me in a way that NO other work has, had I not done this thing I said I would NEVER do.
After working in fashion retailing for about 2 years, I wanted to make a change. I took my talents in forecasting, planning, and analysis to a new arena – the federal government where I managed a multimillion dollar inventory program for naval aviation electronics. I was learning to be flexible way back then. After a couple years of that, I wanted a change. I left my job and headed for graduate school and I got change, alright. Yet, when I emerged two years later with an MBA degree, the hard work and sacrifice was all worth it (I should probably mention I met my wonderful husband there, too!). I felt equipped to pursue the career in marketing I desired. I was, in fact, equipped to do a lot of things though I didn’t fully appreciate it then. I landed at a quasi-government agency and hung out there a lot longer – 10 years! By the time I left, I had become a Senior Marketing Program Manager where I managed a product portfolio exceeding $1 billion in annual revenue. I enjoyed the people I worked with, I think they respected me, and we accomplished great things together. However, I left because my life was about to change.
I left my office on a Friday afternoon, fully expecting to return to work Monday, lead a workshop series, finish out the week, and THEN take a well-deserved rest for two weeks as I prepared to give birth to our wonder twins. This was MY plan but, they had other plans – they showed up early, and I never made it back to the office to do the workshop or anything else. I even missed the baby shower my colleagues had planned! Here again, the sacrifice has been well worth it, though I AM hoping to recoup that two-week vacation one of these days…. Anyway, I was a happy mom, a tired mom; a sometimes exhausted and delirious mom (hey, sleep deprivation is REAL!).
After those early months, I became restless, thinking about my next move. I decided to launch a marketing consulting company. This was a difficult undertaking that first year and my little guys weren’t exactly going with the flow. I mean, why should they? They had plans, too. They were a bit of a handful (or a couple of hands full), and I made the choice to set aside my ambitions for a moment and focus on my boys. While I tended to their needs and explored the world with them, I spent time reading and learning as much as I could about children and how they develop. I then began sharing what I learned, first informally among friends and later more formally, with community organizations I served.
As I ended my term as president of one of these groups, I settled down for a good night’s sleep after a somewhat stressful year in office, and in life. I almost immediately received a message from God in a dream and He let me know change was coming. The message went something like this, “I want you to start a company and share what you know.” I was highly skeptical — “God, nobody wants to hear me speak.” He said, “Not only will they listen to you, they will pay to hear you speak.” This was becoming a full-blown dialogue now: “God, how will I do that when I don’t know how to….” Every obstacle I identified, he named a specific person(s) in my life that could help me overcome it. Still, unconvinced, I responded, “You know [insert name] is busy, she won’t be able to help me.” (Don’t know why, but He only mentioned women. 😉 ). He responded, “She will help; ask her.” Then He said, “You don’t have to do it now, though; get the children into school.” Then He stopped talking. Wait, you laid this at my feet and you’re done talking? “Really, God??? I have so many more questions!!!!”
I’d love to tell you I jumped right in to preparing for this ‘assignment’ the very next day, but… in truth, it took about 5 more years; essentially 3 years longer than when He told me to start. Even then, I only took the first crucial step after an opportunity that I almost overlooked presented itself and I co-founded Gardener Parenting Consultants.
That was 8 years ago and it has been a fulfilling experience for to work with parents and families. It has been my privilege to meet many like-minded professionals who also serve families, and collaborate with them on special projects outside of the company. It was one such meeting that led me to step out on faith again and launch a radio show 3 years ago – yet another change though I’ve been preparing for it for years without even realizing it.
That is how I got here. I’m enjoying the ride and I don’t know where it will end. I just know I am going to enjoy my time with you and change is GOOD!